If you make fun of people trying to better themselves at the gym you’re a piece of shit.
What is that contraption you're holding?!
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- 1/3 of me: I wanna be fit and sexy and have a flat stomach and be lean and have lots of muscle.
- 1/3 of me: I wanna be skinny and tiny and dainty and delicate and bony and frail and look cute in everything.
- 1/3 of me: I wanna not give a shit about what I look like and be happy instead.
I haven’t posted on here in a loooooooooong time, I kinda just disappeared, and for that I’m sorry. Here’s a quick recap.
April: Stress. Stress eating. School. Food. Junk food. Mindless Eating. Little exercise. Ankle pain.
May: Currently diagnosed with Achilles Tendinitis. I’M NOT ALLOWED TO WORK OUT FOR A MONTH, AM TAKING ANTI INFLAMMATORY MEDS AND HAVING PHYSICALTHERAPY 3 TIMES A WEEK. I don’t even know what to do, honestly. I feel so lost and discouraged and like shit man. Even yesterday, I had 2 breakdowns looking for my prom dress because they didn’t have my size (14-16-18) in any dress I wanted. I eventually got a dress I’m happy with but I just hated the process SO much.
All I can focus on is my food intake. My nutritionist says she doesn’t want me to eat with the goal of losing weight in mind, she wants me to instead aim to maintain my weight, which I’m not happy with. I’m just frustrated I guess. Also, my eating has been such shit, and I don’t feel motivated to eat well because I’m not even working out. Ugh. I don’t have much inspiration to be on my dash because all I see are pictures of people working out and I’m just here.